setasaway's Blog

Oddly enough, I haven’t touched this blog in a very long time, but i really don’t care. I haven’t had much to write about but I feel depressed enough to start again. Even just starting to touch on it feels like I’m doing something bad, even though it isn’t; it’s not my fault and it isn’t Karen’s fault either. I just find that even though I was supposed to stay after school with her on Thursday to just hang out, it is just so utterly disappointing that I cannot because of the stupid Me to We conference. Of course it is for the good of children everywhere. Of course this is just me being jealous once again because I can’t have something that I was looking forward to. Even though I can come to to terms with it does not make dealing with it any easier. What quickly felt like a good day has of course, once again turned into a shitty one. This never seems to fail me, as I can never have one consistently good day without having to deal with crap that gets thrown in. The braces? That shit is still on my teeth, with the added insult of elastics which could have come on a long time ago, meaning that I would not have to deal with the stupid shit now. I have having braces, I hate these stupid days where my schedule is always consistently getting messed up or throw off course because of some eventuality that I have not planned for.