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Bored

I’ve been so bored recently, because Karen is having her computer repaired…and yes I know that I should be able to get tons of stuff that I always wanted to do done, such as finishing up a campaign or story, or getting in a few hours of reading in. And I have done that. Repeatedly. I can’t believe how mind-numbingly mundane life seems when I can’t talk to her…and what a large amount of time I actually spend doing so. I find it oddly weird, how all of a sudden, when one small seemingly insignificant option for how to spend my day is gone, all of a sudden it seems like I have nothing to do, or too much time on my hands. There is literally nothing I want to do these days. Right now, I’m sitting at the computer typing this as my parents converse with my mother’s work friend and his family. I am wearing two shirts cause its freezing in here, some jeans and Karen’s hair elastic on my wrist for some reason (kinda reminds me of that bum, but it doesn’t smell like her hair anymore D:). Rawr, I’m probably gonna tell you about this post anyway bum, so most likely you’ll come here to read this later? I hope you do. Also, I should take this time to tell you that you should write me a huge email when you read this, telling me about what you got to do over the weekend kay?

Anyways, it feels like years since I last talked to her online…and now that I’m not doing it I feel like there is absolutely nothing else to do, and nothing to really look forward to each day. It kind of feels like I’m just passing through them and putting up with them, although I really should be trying to make the most of them and enjoy them, because this is still my Christmas break after all. What is really disappointing is that this week just feels so gloomy…as if I can do nothing but mope around until she gets back her computer.

On the bright side, I’m reading Towers of Midnight, which should hopefully tide me over until she gets her computer back…I really want to read that giant (hopefully it’ll be nice and long) email that she sends when she finally does get it back. I hope we can get to go out a lot these next two weeks…we’ve been able to go out maybe like, TWICE in the past 4 months. It has been utterly disappointing.